IT’S TIME TO DELIVER!
I have not written in quite some time, as I have recently given birth to our handsome little son. He was born on March 3, 2015 at 3:44 a.m. He weighed 6 lbs 9 oz. We named him Noah Jacob. Noah came an entire month early (exactly 4 weeks before his due date) and was born very quickly, without time to prepare.
Noah’s birth gave me such a revelation. A revelation I feel led to share with you. When I went into labor with Noah it was approximately 8:15 p.m. The contractions got closer and closer. Within an hour they were only 2 to 3 minutes apart and we left for the hospital. Upon arriving at the hospital, I was placed on a machine to monitor my contractions. I noticed many of my contractions were not registering, but I definitely felt them strongly. I mentioned this to the nurse. She adjusted the belt around my belly and said “well, sometimes its just the position of the monitor.” The nurses called the doctor (who was at home because it was now 9:30 p.m.). The doctor instructed them to check me for dilation and then to check me again in 2 hours. When the nurse checked, I was 1 cm dilated. That does not sound like much but when you are on your 7th child and just a few days earlier were not dilated at all, that’s actually quite a difference. Well, I laid there for 2 hours, with contractions coming every 2 to 3 minutes. The nurse came back in as I was breathing through yet another contraction. She checked me and said that my cervix changed just a little bit. I was still a 1 but there was a slight change and it got shorter. I was thinking in my mind “good, they are keeping me and I will able to get an epidural.” After they called the doctor and told him the information, the doctor sent the nurse back in to DISCHARGE ME!! I couldn’t believe it. The nurse said that the doctor is going to send me home because he doesn’t believe I am in labor since I am 4 weeks early and that I should go home and rest. To come back if my contractions pick up. I told the nurse that my contractions were already 2 minutes apart and that this is my 7th baby. I told her I knew I was in labor and that I deliver very fast. I also told her my concern of a home birth. Disregarding everything I said and my concerns, I was sent home with pain medication, being told that I was not in “real labor.” My husband and I left the hospital at midnight. We went home and I laid in bed in pain. Finally, 2 hours later, I could not handle it anymore, my contractions were still at 2 minutes apart. My husband and I left for the hospital again. When I got there, I told them I am NOT going home again and that I am in labor. They checked me and told me I was now 2 cm. I said “NOW can I have an epidural?” The called the doctor and the doctor told them no, to keep an eye on me and that he was not admitting me to the hospital yet! Finally about 30 minutes later, I was given some pain medication to help me. The pain medication lasted for about 5 minutes and did not work. The pain was so excruciating. I kept telling them I am in labor, but the doctor did not think I was. It felt like no one was helping me, even though I asked for the help. An hour later (at 3:30 a.m.), I told the nurse I felt the baby moving down and I felt pressure. They checked me and were shocked to find that I was already 8 1/2 cm dilated. I said “now do you believe I am in labor?” One of the nurses said to another to call the doctor and tell him to come right away. They checked me 5 minutes later and I was at 9 1/2 cm. Within 30 seconds after that, my water broke and I could feel the pressure of the baby coming. The nurses told me whatever I do, do not push until the doctor gets there because he was on his way. I said “How are you going to tell me not to push? I can’t hold him in anymore.” The next contraction came and our son was born at 3:44 a.m. Everyone was standing around in shock and I said “can someone please get the baby, he’s out.” There was an intern there who had never delivered a baby before. She picked up my son and her instinct took over. Thank you, Jesus. Approximately 5 minutes after Noah was born, the doctor came in and the nurse advised him the baby had been born. I said “Sorry, doc, you are too late.” The doctor turned to me and said “I’m sorry, I really didn’t think you were in labor.” I said “that’s okay, I tried telling all of you I was in labor. Noone wanted to listen.” At 4 weeks early, our little guy was perfect. He had all 10 fingers, all 10 toes and went home with us the next day. He was born in GOD’S timing, not man’s.
Throughout my labor, the Lord was there with me, giving me sweet revelation. I would like to share that revelation with you today.
The Lord has impregnated you with a vision/dream/purpose. You have been carrying it inside of you and have been nurturing it. You have felt its movements, even when no one else could. You have felt the vision growing inside of you. One day, the time will come for you to labor and birth that vision/dream/purpose. Do NOT allow anyone or anything to tell you it is not time, that you are not due yet or that you are not in labor when you are. Often times, man will use intellect. They will say “oh its not time, you have a little while to go still.” Or “This is not the real thing, go home and wait it out.” Some people may even think or say you are crazy and that it’s not really happening. Remember, God’s timing is PERFECT. He does not work on man’s time. He knows everything and He knows exactly when you are ready and when it is time to birth what He has placed inside of you! When the contractions start, you may be crying out for help because it is painful. You may be looking to others to help you, but no one will. You may even be asking for something to take away the pain (i.e. a Spiritual Epidural), but it may not be given. Sometimes, we are called to push through the pain and focus on the blessing that is about to be birthed. Pain produces progress! God is moving quickly and regardless of whether people believe you or not, your blessing is COMING. Your vision is about to be birthed. It is going to be birthed quickly. Man makes plans, but God orders steps. You may have thought your birthing was going to go a certain way, that you would have time to enjoy the laboring and maybe even get some rest. But, God is saying GET READY!!! It’s going to come in like a rushing flood (He’s about to break your water!) and your blessing is about to be birthed quickly!! The people you thought would be there to help you deliver (i.e. the spiritual doctors, friends, etc.) may not even make it to the delivery!!! Remember, it’s God’s timing. Not everyone will make it to where He is taking you. Not everyone can be there to experience your blessing. Allow God to guide you through it all. Do NOT listen to man or the nay-sayers. They are not the ones that are carrying what you have inside of you. They are not the ones who can feel it coming. YOU ARE!! It may be painful, you may feel alone at times and like you are going to have to do this yourself. You are not alone, God is right there with you. Don’t allow others to tell you when its time, God will tell you! You will feel it. And, most of all, don’t let others tell you when its time to PUSH!! God knows the perfect timing. It’s time to get ready for labor and to deliver your blessing!!! Time is short and Jesus is coming soon.
I pray that this revelation has blessed you as much as it has me. It’s time to PUSH and walk into your destiny! Your time is HERE! It’s time to DELIVER!!